Kinda hard to think...

9 interesting facts? ok here goes.

1. I can lick my elbow :D
2. I'm not really a chocolate, candy ice cream kinda person. I have to be in the mood for it and I usually don't eat a lot. Probably a good thing though.
3. I'm a VERY honest person and tell it like it is even though sometimes it's not such a good idea to do.
4. I snort when I laugh hard.
5. I sometimes have dreams or thoughts of things good or bad that will happen, not necessarily anyone I know, and it usually happens a short time after. Sometimes it freaks me out. I have seen multiple car wrecks down to the debris on the road and they have happened and been on the news.
6. I'm VERY impatient. I hate waiting for people and that makes it really hard having a two year old. And when I'm running late or just late in general I hate it and it really bugs me.
7. I like to eat honey on things like mac & cheese, taquitos and potato skins. John thinks I'm crazy but don't knock it till you've tried it.
8. I am a BIG time blog stalker. I will go to my friends pages and then go to theirs. Usually I just look at peoples pictures. I don't always read. I have seen and read some interesting things by doing this.
9. My friend Cynthia and her family call me Gorilla face. Not sure how it started but I am Gorilla face to the Hernandez family :D

It's a long one but from the heart

Day one: ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

day two: nine interesting facts about yourself.

day three: eight ways to win your heart.

day four: seven things that cross your mind a lot.

day five: six things you wish you’d never done.

day six: five people you couldn’t live without.

day seven: four moments that changed your life.

day eight: three favorite foods, movies, and colors.

day nine: two words that describe your life right now.

day ten: one confession.

Day One:

Husband

John I just want you to know that I love you so much and am so happy I get to spend my life with you. You are such an amazing father and husband. Even though your ADD bugs the living heck outta me and so does your...well...being a man, period, I still love you and your truly my best friend. Tristan and Blakely are so lucky to have you as their daddy. I know that they will grow to be amazing people because of you and the things you will teach them.

Tristan

Oh child where do I start with you. I love you so freaking much and you bring so much joy and entertainment to my life. Even though you are little turd I am still happy to have you in my life and be able to watch you grow and be there every step of the way. From the moment I first heard your heartbeat and saw your little rice grain self I was completely in love. I hope I can be the best mom for you and raise you to become an amazing boy and man. Mom loves you kiddo.

Blakely

Although you have only been in this world for 3 weeks you are such a blessing to our family. You also bring so much joy to us. We have only just begun the adventure of your life. I was beyond happy when we found out you were a girl. I think every mom wants a daughter to be able to dress up and play with. I finally get a break from a house full of boys. Thank you for that. You have such a sweet spirit and I love just holding you and staring at you. Even if you just sit there and sleep. You are absolutely beautiful and amazing. I love you baby girl.

Mom & Dad

This is the only picture I have on my computer with both of you in it. Mom you are amazing. I know that we haven't always gotten along but I am so happy that we are finally not cats and dogs. lol. You are the best mommy out there. You sacrifice so much and are always there when needed. Im happy you were there for Blakely's birth. Tristan loves you so much and Blakely will too. They have a awesome grandma. Adam even though your not my bio dad I still consider you my dad since you have been there for me like a dad should. We too have had our ups and downs but I am glad we are good again. I love you both so much!!!!

Mom & Dad Terry

Best in laws in the world pictured above. These two have been there for me since pretty much day one of meeting them. They took me in as one of their own when John and I were first dating. And they have been there for my little family ever since. Mom you are amazing for watching Tristan and the other grandkids in the mornings so us(my sister in laws and I) can get rest or do things we need to do. And thank you for taking Tristan to Nephi once a week when you can to give me a break. You guys are awesome in laws, grandparents and parents.

Wifey

Oh wife!!! I love you and you are my best friend. Life without you would be dull and boring. Im pretty sure not a day has gone by where we aren't laughing our butts off because of the things that come outta our mouths. We struggle but at least we struggle together right? We have had so many fun times together and I am so happy I know you.

Amber Giles

Amber you are an inspiration and hero to me. You have gone through a couple of trials that most people wouldn't make a comeback from but you are such a strong lady and come out of them with a smile on your face. When I found out you had been in the hospital I broke down bawling and was seriously scared I may never talk to you again. But you pulled through. Seeing you at that fire side was one of the best days ever. You have always been there for me even before you really knew me. Back when I was interested in massage school and you kept calling to get me to come in. Love and support have always been there from you. I love you and am so happy to have you in my life.

Chels

Chels even though we aren't really speaking right now I still consider you my best friend and you always will be. I just don't want to be associated with certain dramatic people and I don't want to be around people who are friends with them. I don't need the drama in my life and got rid of them as friends long ago because their true colors came out. I still love you and one day all will be well and we will be hanging out again.

Nurn

You have been my longest friend here in Utah. We have had our ups and downs and right now we are in a down. Same with Chels I don't want drama and it was being brought into my life again and so I had to say goodbye to you. You are like a brother to me and we have had so much fun and so many good times together. Maybe one day when said drama is done we can be friends again but until then it's not worth my time. I have a family to worry about and have grown up and past the drama. I love you boo.

Megs

I don't honestly even know what to say. I messed up and I messed up big. And it hurts everyday. I have apologized but sometimes that's not enough. I am the kind of person that hates when I actually hurt people and it will never stop being a bother to me. I have come to the realization that we are no longer friends and probably never will be. I wish this wasn't so but I can't change it. I'm sorry and I love you and only wish the best for you.

Welcome Miss Blakely Michelle Terry

My blog will be going through a lot of change to update to having a new baby. This little girl is absolutely beautiful (I'm not biased I promise) and I am so happy to have her apart of our family. And now to how everything went with labor and what not. I wont be too graphic. But just be for warned it is a "having a baby" post.

Two weeks ago at a Dr appointment my Dr and I talked and she said I could induce a week early if I wanted. And yes I did want to. My Dr is pregnant and her due date is a week after mine which is technically tomorrow. So we both decided it would be best just to go ahead and induce. So Monday May 9th came around and I got called at about 8:30 to say labor and delivery was ready for me. John's mom had just so happened to come at that time to pick up Tristan to take to Nephi with her. So I finished packing my bags, attempted to say bye to a stinker Tristan and we were off. I was beyond anxious and felt like throwing up so I didn't grab a bite to eat. Dumb of me. And I knew I would regret it later...and I did. We arrived and I had to be hooked up to get antibiotics and then wait 4 hours until they would actually start the Pitocin. I got my epidural quicker this time then with Tristan because I know how amazing it is. They started the pitocin at 12:30. I got my epidural at 4:00. We had John's brother Josh come to help with a blessing. Half way through I felt pressure beyond pressure. I was definitely distracted from the blessing. As soon as his brother left I looked at my mom and said "I'm pretty sure there's a baby in my vagina." Then the nurse came in to check me and confirmed that she was indeed making her way out. Evey time I had a contraction I was scared and tried not to push or apply any form of anything that would make her come out. My Dr arrived and first thing she said was "I hope my water doesn't break." I just looked at her and said "you keep your kid in there for a min." She then explained that a little bit ago she had a dream that she was delivering a baby in room 7. I was in room 7. She said that while said baby was being born her water broke. So it kinda became a little joke with all of us. I told her the bed might be big enough for me to scoot over or she could just use the couch. When they moved me downstairs I was put in room 1. She said that in the dream room 1 was where she was put. SO I am very happy this dream didn't come true. Although it would be a pretty funny story. The Dr who went into labor while delivering a baby. Anyways back to little miss B. So Sunday night Trinity and I did a vajazzle of 2 hearts and a B. When the Dr came in and turned on the bright freaking delivery lights she laughed and said I was blinding her. She also kept trying to talk and it was distracting her. Helped make things easy to just laugh the whole time. All this took place in 5 min. She was in the process of saying that I cant really feel contractions so they will help me then all of a sudden said ok lets push. 3 pushes and she was out. Blakely was born at 5:55 pm. She weighed 5 lbs 14 oz and was 18 in. She laid her on my belly and I was just in shock at how tiny she was/is. She is a spitting image of Tristan when he was born. Just thinner and tinier. They took her down to the nursery and a nurse came to get me ready to go downstairs. I told her that I was stubborn and got yelled at when I had Tristan because I tried to go to the bathroom and my epidural hadn't worn off. I'm an independent person and hate help so it was hard for me to have help. So she told me to stay put while she went to the nursery. When she came back I told her I went to the bathroom and a quick stroll. She just rolled her eyes and laughed. She didn't know what she was getting herself into. So then she asked me if I felt like I could walk to the bathroom by myself. I laughed and said "I got this." She said if I fall its myself and I told her I would tell them that she forced me walk by myself. We were having a little too much fun joking with each other. We kept joking back and forth until she dropped me off in my new room. I'm not gonna lie I was sad that she was only my nurse for like an hour. I wanted her to be on the new floor. Best nurse at the hospital ever hands down. The new nurse was...well...a beast. Not to me but to my family and my son. Tristan was being a 2 year old and pulled the help cable in the bathroom and she was pissed. I apologized but she was just a witch. She was rude and short until everyone but John left. I was happy when shift change happened. Seeing Tristan the second day after having a newborn was crazy for me. It still is. He is HUGE even though hes not. His diapers are big. His little butt is big. Hes like 5. It makes me kinda sad that my baby is getting big.

Up until today he has wanted NOTHING to do with Blakely which I had a feeling would happen. But when I tried to go to the bathroom and she was hungry and crying I got yelled at by Tristan because sister was sad. He kept telling her it was ok and was showing her his toys. It was cute and made me smile. When I'm feeding her he lifts up his shirts and starts saying boobies boobies. Oh this little boy. Life adjusting to 2 isn't as bad as I thought it would be. Even though it takes a little longer to get ready and get outta the house now. Tristan is at the age though where he helps when I really need him to. I love being home with these two and spending all my time with them. Nothing is better. I love being a mom.

I wont make you wait any longer. Here are the pictures!!!