Happy Faja's Day

I want to start by saying thanks to Johnny for being the best father to Tristan. He has so much love for him and so much patience for him too. Tristan is soooo lucky to have a dad like him. I can't wait for the day when he and daddy can wrestle, play video games, and just be boys. We love you Johnny.


Also Id like to say happy fathers day to my step dad Adam. We've been through a lot. good and bad. But we have made it and you are such an amazing dad to me and the other kids. We are lucky to have you in our life. Love you

The other important dad in my life is my father in law John. Dad you are truely an amazing person and father. I think Heavenly Father sent you to me so I could have the Father that I needed.I have searched my computer and apparently I don't have a picture of you and Tristan or you at all. You always hiding your face. lol. Anyways dad I love you and so does Johnny and Tristan.
On another note I got an email from my real dad. Lets just say I cried and not good tears and wanted to get on a flight to Florida and punch him in his face. I told him I was done after not attending my wedding but he still insists on trying to talk to me. I know what your thinking, just forgive and talk to him. Well I will do one of those. I will forgive but not talk to him. Eveytime I do all I get is that everyone is wrong and everyone is to blame but him. My mom is the blame for the bad marrage. Im to blame for "leaving" and coming to utah to live with my mom. We are all at fault and Mark Pelletier is a perfect angel. Oh man. I have finally figured it out. (in robot tone) Im the one who has been acting dumb. He has done nothing wrong. He is awesome and I should forgive and forget. (sorry I had to) So yea Im pretty much ok with not having him around it's been so long since I have that it doesn't matter anymore. It just sucks for he and Tristan because they will not be seeing eachother for who knows how long if ever. Until Mark can step up and be a man and grow a pair he will not be in my son's life. And this is only for the protection of Tristan and my family. Mark has done a number on my heart and hurt it a lot and I want to stop this so it doesnt keep going on. I hope it's worth it mark, and just so you know my mom didn't ask to be physically and emotionally abused and I didn't grab your hand and smack myself or move your mouth to yell and belittle me. So once again grow a pair and be a man. You and my mom are divorced so you should just move on. Live for the here and now and not the past. If your new life is as awesome as you say it is then why don't you worry abotut it instead of other peoples marriages. Especially your ex-wife.


HAPPY FATHERS DAY TO ALL THE AMAZING DADS OUT THERE!!!!! :D

CAUTION: May contain nudity :D

Ok ok I know it has been like a month since I last posted and a friend is giving me crap for it. So here's for you K :D Where to start. The last week of May my sis-in-law Cherisa and I went on a raod trip to Idaho and then Layton to vistit a couple of our aunts. It was short but a blast. I was able to get to know both of them better. While we were staying in Layton Tristan started feeling really hot and was way fussy (which is not normal) and so when we took his temp it was first 100.3 then within an hour jumped to 101.9. So we took him to instacare and the Dr. said that he had an ear infection. He is now since better but now his eye is way goopy and nasty. On the outside it is kinda bleeding because it is so irritated. This poor little guy doesn't get a break I guess. He is a little scooter and squimer too. I lay him down on his belly and if he doesnt feel like rolling over he will just scoot and before I know it he's out of my reach. I keep telling him he has 18 more years till he can run away from mommy :D

I know I promised nudiity. Just be patient.

I have been feeling kinda down and out for a while now and to kinda sorta help I hung up some pictures and re-arranged our room to make it more like home. I have a wooden chest that my great grampa made and when he passed I got it. It means the world to me but a couple of the legs are broken and so I have been trying to fix it. Well today when I was moving it the lid flungopen then slammed shut and my finger was stuck. I looked down and immediately saw blood. So I went to the sink to wash it and it wouldn't stop. Well it is way swollen and the nail is bleeding underneith and kills like no other. I guess I was being taught to not try and lift heavy things by myself.

Enjoy these pictures.
Cherisa and I being silly

Tristan and Ms. Sage

Trying to roll over then saw the tv and stopped

Hes a bandit

Going in the pool for the first time. Thats my future Michael Phelps :D

The naked running man (told you there was nudity)


Poor little guys eye. Sorry it's blurry

I promise it wont be another month before I write. I've just been.....Busy. lol