laptop is sick

Yea our laptop has a deep troan virus I guess. Friend is fixing it. As soon as its fixed then i will officially update with pics too. I have a lot to update with. Untill then. Peace :D

Hospitals should have a special room for our family

Ok so I have gone to the hospital twice in less then a week. Once for Tristan and once for me. Tristan and I went to Aunt Kathee's house in Layton again and the whole time he was tired and screaming and fighting to fall asleep and when he finally did fall asleep he only slept for about 30 min. They he didnt wanna eat. Didnt wanna be held. Nothing. So on my way home he was creaming bloody murder for about an hour or so and I finally tried to take him to instacare but of course they close at 10 and I got there at 10:05. Just my luck. So they suggested I go to Primary Childrens. So I did. After 4 hrs they gave me medicine for thrush again. Meds for constipation. He is still putting up a fight but not as bad as it was. On the second day of no sleep and him screaming I finally broke down. At one point I was having really bad thoughts about Tristan and at one point I started to squeeze him then shoved the bottle in his mouth. Then I started crying and brought him to my aunt. She woke up and took him and I just bawled myself to sleep. It was horrible. Im just glad I didnt go any further. Im glad I was able to stop myself. Today I went to the hospital because I got a concussion(?). I honestlty cant count the amount of concussions I have had in my life. Obviously toooooo many. :D What happened was I was laying down with Tristan outside and I was laying back to talk to Jared who was standing above me. I was positive that I was no where near the sidewalk. Well apparently I wasnt. SMACK!!! I slammed straight into the corner. Hard too. I completely blacked out. Jared said that it was really loud and knew it hurt. So Johnny and mom told me not to be stubborn and go to the hospital. Nothing is wrong other then a concussion. Now Im just in a lot of pain. UGH!!! Today my little sister Emma went back to Cali. Her and my dad Adam were out for a couple of days to bring their stuff to a storage unit. She came down sunday night and slept over. We had fun and it was good to spend time with her. Although we were bummed we couldn't play Rock Band cuz the PS3 was broken. They move out in November but thats a long ways away still. Also my sister in law Amber had her baby Sunday morning. She is so freaking cute. And one of my besties Whitney had her little man Owen. Hes in the NICU cuz he pooped in the womb and breathed it in. I cant wait to meet him. Also my knee doesnt feel any better. Sometimes it feels worse.

The Patch that they put medicine into my knee with. FREAKING KILLS!!

For some reason my skin broke out from it.


He can finally hold his big head still and sit on his own :D






Chelle is gonna kill me but....yea. She got a nose bleed and stuck a tampon in her nose

Happy Birthday love

This is a special post for my little sister Michelle. Many of you dont know but my mom had a daughter 2 years after me but she passed only a couple of hours after birth due to being premature. She would be 19 this year and thats weird to me to think I would have a sister that close to me. I cant wait till the day we are reunited with her. Im excited to one day be able to spend eternity with her. Tristan and I visited her grave while we were in California and when I sat him down on her grave he looked down and had a HUGE grin in his face. I knew then that baby Michelle was there with us and I know she watches over our family daily. I love and miss her even though I never really knew her. We will always love you and miss you baby sis :D I summited her name to a website that a lady in Australia write children whom have passed, names in the sand. Its so beautiful what she does. Follow the linnk to see.
http://namesinthesand.blogspot.com/2009/07/michelle-elizabeth-pelletier.html

We have been having some fun lately. Tristan and I went swimming at my brothers place. They have a community pool that has water pumped from the hot springs near by. It was so much fun but Tristan was kinda unsure about it. My brother tried messed with some emo kids and it was soooo funny. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ev0HfbLjCkU watch it cuz its worth it. Anyways. Now Tristan and I are in Layton staying with my Aunt. I drove my sister in law up for a dance camp. Its fun but we miss our Johnny/daddy. On saturday I was cutting Johnny's hair when all of a sudden it started to die. So I went on a search through the house to find the cord. I took the shaver with me and when I came back I forgot to check what number I had it on. So I started to cut again and BAM!! A bald spot. So I threw the shaver and screamed and johnny reached back and touched his head and his jaw dropped. All I could say was "Im soooo Soooo Sooooo Sorry babe!!!" Well it was too late. I had to completly shave his head. Ugh. Neither of us wanted him bald. But oh well. Then it completly died and so we tried looking for a new one. Well ironicly all 3 were dead too. :( So we kinda started freaking out till dad said to try the dog shaver. Well it worked and now my hubby is bald. I was telling my mom about it and stara=ted laughing and said "well at least it grows back" :D (my step dad is completly bald with alpesia(?) and so of course it wont grow back) Also we took a walk the other day and we didnt have George's leash. Well he didnt wanna listen at all to us and so finally took Tristan out of his stroller and put George in. Tristan had a blast on Dad's shoulders. George on the other hand stared at me like I was abusing him. On another note my knee is still in pain and swollen a little. I was pissed cuz I was supposed to hike in Zion but couldn't :( The other day mom was taking our car to work cuz their car is broken and I had my knee in the door and she ACCIDENTALLY (just wanna clarify cuz she feels terrible still) slammed it in the door. She felt so bad but I just told her I needed space so I didnt get pissed. The dr wasnt too happy that I hurt it again. Im thinking that my injury is more then just MCL cuz I hurt under my knee cap too. Maybe I will be getting that MRI. Ill be discussing this with him next week when I go back. Enjoy the pics.

Also I just wanna say I love you babe and I miss you soooo much. I know you will read this probably later today. Give George a kiss and just know that I cant wait till friday when I can see you again. OLIVE JUICE YOU BABES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Whats been going on?!

To start, I went to the dr last thursday to have him check out my knee. He told me he was happy nothing was broken but told me that he wanted me to start physical therapy. I was so thrilled. NOT! ha. So after I was done with him he sent me straight over to start. On the first day he had me just do some mild stretches and ice it and heat it. He gave me a new brace and a thing to keep fluids out. At my second time he told me that I tore my MCL or Medial collateral ligament for those who dont know. He is still having me stretch and everytime I go he incorperates something new. The only goodd thing about this tear is that it heals itself. Other then that it sucks and Im still in a great deal of pain. Today I was trying to turn the fan off and slipped and my knee slammed hard into the bed post. Lets just say some words came flying out and I wanted to cry. I grabbed johnny's hand and bit down pretty hard. Im supposed to have it in my brace and keep it from getting hurt and moving side to side. But Im stubborn and just lazy. Shhhh. Don't tell :D


On another note. My besties Steve and Maggie got married last night.

I was Maid of Honor ( I think matron of honor sounds old), Johnny was a grooms man and Tristan was the very handsom ring bearer. I started tearing up when she entered the room. I had to look away so I didnt. The wedding was absolutely amazing and went very well. Steve Maggie and I played a prank on everyone. When he went in to get the guarder He had a pair of 2 XL underwear up his sleeve and pulled that out instead. It was HILARIOUS and well played. We decorated their car pretty good. We wrote BRIDE on the underwear and taped it to the antenna to flap in the wind. Then blew up condoms with helium and taped and tied them all over the car. I taped one over the exhaust and it blew up perfectly. Tristan was so tired and exhausted by the end of the night but was the happiest camper. He tried to fight me to go to bed but in the end he realized it was time and gave in.
Steve and Maggie I love you both to death and wish you guys the best of luck. You guys are truely my best friends and my family. We are so lucky to have you two in our lives. Marriage is the most amazing thing and your gonna love it.







I got another email from my sperm donor of a father :D I tried to keep him in mind for something I did for my sister(it will be in a post at the end of the month). But inistead of him being happy and greatful that I did this he had to turn it around once again and make me feel crappy. Lets just say he said some things that pissed a lot of people off. He also said that "according to your blog you are not happy." I don't know whos blog he is reading but obviously it's not mine. Since meeting Johnny I have been the happiest by far in my whole life. Being with John made me realize that I don't need Mark and that life without him is AMAZING! John is by far the best thing since Dr. Pepper :D

Trampolines are a NO NO!!!!!!!!!!!

Here I am. A 21 yr old mom and I get hurt on a tramp. I have jumped on many tramps and many times and have never gotten hurt. But of course I try to have fun with 2 of my siblings and I get hurt. My mom can confirm this: I ALWAYS GET HURT!!! No matter what I'm doing I tend to get hurt somehow. I really should be put in a plastic bubble. But with my luck I would find a way to hurt myself in there. Anyways this is what happened. I was jumpping with Chelle and Jacob playing a memory jumping game. We were on like our 5th round. Jacob had the dumb idea of jumping up then falling flat on ur back, bouncing back up and landing flat on your stomach. Well I did it and got scared as I was going to my stomach and brought my knees up. Somehow I landed on it sideways and the knee cap slide. All I know is that i couldn't stand and just started screaming and rolling around. I had to call Johnny to have him carry me into the house. Then he decided that I needed to go to the E.R. And we all know from previous injuries that I am stubborn. So I just said ok and went. Of course the night we go it was busy (for Nephi at least). They took some x-rays and we waited forever and a day cuz an ambulance came in and all 5 people working had to help:D Then the dr came back and said good new and bad news. Looking at it right now I don't think it's broken but Im going to look at it with a radiologist tomorrow. Bad news is it could be worse. It could be a tendon or ligament torn. Because your so guarded of it right now so I can't really check it out. I want you to come back in a couple of days to see if we need to get an MRI or not. So he put me in a full leg brace and gave me crutches. So much fun. NOT!!! I have never had to use crutches and was hoping I never had to. They freaking suck. And once again I am stubborn and havent really been using them :D shhhh....I don't wanna talk about it. I am still in a ton of pain. It is way swollen and black and blue and I just want to cut it off. I go in tomorrow at 8 to get it checked up. Now I know that trampolines are stupid and painful. Sorry Tristan and future kids. You are not aloud to have one. Mommy has had enough pain in one time from it. These pictures are kind of blurry but yea.

Im so happy I pooped a rainbow (im being sarcastic if you can't tell)

Happy Fourth of July everyone. Also Happy Birthday Banana Wray. And Happy 5 months to Tristan. I can't believe it's been 5 months already. :( First off I am finally accessing the comp after a LOOOOONG hour of no power. It seamed to have just turned off on our block cuz we saw others around with lights on. It was long only cuz Tristan wasn't too happy cuz he couldn't see what was going on, George was shaken in his boots and it started getting hot. Plus I am ADD and hyper. They don't mix well. Johnny was like "babe sit down and read a book or listen to music or watch a movie on your iPod." But I just couldn't sit still. It was a pretty good day though. Woke up at.....um....2 p.m. :D Cleaned the grill and got it ready to BBQ. Got the chicken and burgers reasy and started grilling. If I do say so myself, I do by far make the best chicken on the grill. It is so freaking amazing. As soon as we were done eating it started to get gloomy outside then bam. Thunderstorm. Although I was able to roast some starburstbefore it got to rainy. They were also AMAZING!!! I was also able to light a couple fireworks even thoough it was rainy. But it scared the living poo outta Tristan and George so I stopped. Thats when the power went off. grrrr. Anyways. We have had a crazy June here. Tristan went from having an ear infection, then an eye infection, and is now trying to get over thrush. Poor little kid does'nt get a break. He is such a trooper though. He at first hated the meds but now takes em like a champ. He is only fussy still when tired. I love this kid and he is just sooooo amazing and perfect. I could not have asked for a better baby.

Steve and I decided to have fun with bottles and smoke bombs.

Then put them in water. EW!!!!

Love this

Not so much of me.

Our cute family

I love his shirt. Although I think it should say 80% dad 20% ;)

Our complete family