12.26.2010

Merry christmas I guess

Well I have some time to spare. Im laying in the er at the american fork hospital. (on drugs and cell phone so disregaurd spelling and other mistakes. Im trying) Been here since 12:45 christmas night. This is exactly where I wanna be...NOT!!! I have been having side pain since about thursday. Thought it was maybe muscle pain and blew it off. But it has only gotten worse as the hours pass. At my moms house for dinner I had her poke around and I wanted to die. When I got home I talked to a friend who works at the hospital and after a long disscusion and having john poke and hurt me she said go to er just to be safe. So here I am. I got t outta bed and had john take me in. The dr said I will most likely be here all night waiting for mri so they should go home and rest. So I sent em home. Id much rather be snuggling my stinker them laying here alone but he needs his sleep. The nurse came in to put my iv in and the plastic part on the needle snapped and the needle poked through. It killed and definately took my mind away from the side pain. So he pulled it out and ventured too my let arm. Well lets just say my left arm and needles don't mix. More then the fact that I just don't like em. But for whatever reason my arm has a mind of its own. I am so uncomfortable with it in my left arm. I had to wait for a ultrasound tech. And a mri tech to come in since it was 2 am. Mri are torture for me. I feel trapped and itchy, especially on drugs. So that half hour I wanted to dle. Dr came in a little bit ago to inform me I need to have surgery to get apendix taken out. I called john and lost it. Im terrified. Not gonna lie. Why is it happening while I'm pregnant?! Merry christmas I guess. So now I just lay here and wait another two hrs. My mom should be here shortly and she's having chris come give me a blessing. Im tired and starving. I want time to hurry up so I can get it over with. On a brighter note we found out we are having a girl. Which tristan told us we were a little bit ask so it was just a confirmation. I am so excited to be having a girl. John on the other hand is terrified to have girls. Also Chris was able to come home from iraq for two weeks. He hours back next week but its awesome to have him home for christmas. He becca and zoe were able to get seemed last tuesday in the logan temple. Id post pictures of baby but can't at the moment.

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