I ate another BABY!!!

The whole "eating a baby" started when I worked a Ricardo's. I don't even know why but I would always say "I wanna eat a baby". So for the people who remember me saying it.....I ate a baby :D We found out last week that we will be adding another baby to the family. I was supposed to get my tonsils out last Thursday and Wednesday night something told me to take a test. Sure enough I got two positives. It was at like 10:00 pm so I had to figure out to get a hole of my Dr since my appointment was at 7 am the next day. He told me congrats but no surgery. I really wanted/needed them out but Id rather have a baby. We were sooooo excited when we found out. I told a lot of our friends and only my mom because she wanted me to have john and my friend call her after surgery and also to get a blessing. I decided I couldn't lie and told her. I waited till today to tell the in laws because I wanted to do it in a cute way.


So i made the shirt above and when my mother in law came to grab Tristan I had it in a pile with his other clothes and then went back to bed and wait. 2 seconds later she comes in and she says "Sarah? Are you trying to tell me something?" I replied "Leave me alone I'm sleeping." She says "I need to know. Are you pregnant?" Yes yes I am. I don't know for sure how far along I am. I go in tomorrow or Friday to get an ultrasound. Then I will know for sure when I'm due and far along I am. So far I have been way nauseous all day everyday for the past couple weeks. And its just getting worse. Blah. Its more often and earlier then with Tristan. Its worth it though. I love being pregnant and hopefully everything will go great.
I took my mom to Melting Pot for her birfday

Just goofing off waiting for a table

He likes his reflection

He is a crazy driver (he literally was riving. We do it waiting for daddy)

Tristan and Breezie being cute as always


Emmas 12th birthday

Me goofing off with her new tutu

His new "nerd" shirt. Just for daddy
Peek a boo in the back seat


Snuggling for betime

Rough times

Im going to be open for once on my blog. If you truly know me you know its hard for me to show emotion. I bottle it up till I burst. Which yes I know is not good. Ive gotten better over the years but not 100% there yet. The past couple of weeks have been hard for me. Its just one thing after another. Tristan finally got into a sleep schedule then of course he all of a sudden fell back to old times. Me not getting sleep just makes me more pissy during the day. We do the same thing every night and still he does this. Its really starting to get to me. I just want him to SLEEP!!! Also he hasn't been eating properly. Sometimes he tells me what he wants but when I give it to him he gets mad and throws it then wont eat. He has his certain foods that he loves and sometimes he could care less about him. Ive been giving him carnation instant breakfast and v8 slash so he at least gets he protein and fruits and veggies. The other night he went to bed without eating. Hes getting to old to be doing this. Since Friday he has been kinda sick too. But when I try to give him meds he spits it at me. Tonight I talked to my dr and she said to start giving him benedryl again. Well when I gave it to he spit it out then trew up so he got it outta him. He was in the tub taking a bath so at least I didnt have to clean clothes or off the ground. I got to the point where I took him out got him dressed and put him right in his bed. I have been at my wits end all day today. Moday I got 2 impacted wisdom teeth out and am in a lot of pain. Well tristan keeps hitting them or slamming his head into me which makes me bleed and hurt worse. Last night he kept screaming and finally climed down the stairs and made me sleep on the couch with him. It took him a little bit to fall asleep but once he finally did he was out for a while. Well I was on lortab and in a pissy mood cuz thats what it does to me. I also took one earlier today. So all today every thing he did to push my buttons did and it was 10 times more then normal. I finally put movies on back to back to distract him and then let him play outside for a while. It just gets me so worked up witch eventually turns into anger then depressed. Even on my meds. Also this month I started a job with a friends boyfriend. Well he was shady to her and they broke up then started being shady and rude to me. So I quit and after I quit hes all "your officially fired" um....you cant fire someone who quit. Long story short and 79 text fight in a few hours later I no longer have a job and dont talk to him. He owes me a couple hundred which I will never see and threatened me a lot. Which if he follows through I will counter it with things hes doing. Good thing in it all, my older brother defended me and his sil, even though hes in Iraq and is dealing with the guy now. Hes 29 and needs to grow up. Im not the one he should be fighting with. I'm not stupid. I know what I'm doing. So with all that it got me really upset and I wanted to just punch him. Hes a real piece of work is all I can say. Anyways. Till next time. Hopefully things will get better.

After surgery

Chipmunk time

Your how old?!

Its that guys birthday!!! I love hims!!!! I knew from day 2 that I was going to marry him. No joke. I even told a friend "I'm going to marry that kid one day". She didn't believe me.

I can honestly say hes my best friend!! We are so goofy with each other and nothing embarrasses us.

Now for 23 I love about John:
1. Hes Good freaking looking!
2. He makes me smile
3. He Gives me massages when I ask :D
4. He takes care of me
5. Hes been there for me through the good and BAD!!!
6. He stole my heart
7. He works hard for the money
8. Hes in school and work full time
9. He puts everyone else first
10. Hes a nerd
11. He puts up with me (if u know me that's a huge deal)
12. He lets me sleep in
13. He is the best father EVER!!!!!
14. My best friend and lover
15. He makes me food when I'm lazy
16. Hes my big spoon :p
17. He does little things that bug me
18. He gives me breaks when I NEED them!!!
19. He completes me :D
20. He is a goofy goofy kid
21. Hes my nerd disguised as a sexy man
22. You make me feel good about myself even when I don't
23. He is just: THE BEST PERSON IN THIS WORLD!!!!!!!!!!

Gimpy here

I officially had my first surgery last Wednesday. I was terrified going in. But it wasnt so bad. Great drugs, sleep and friends and family helping. Who could ask for more? lol. Trinity and I had WAYYYYYY too much fun with the nurses. We had all of em laughing. It was fun. For the first 4 days I was on crutches. But on sunday I was able to walk without. It still kills but Im dealing with the pain since Lortab does nothing. But I have an apointment tomorrow morning.
IS this my pee hole?
Sweet outfit
I lost all this weight with SubWay
My only personal belongings
Had to write yes on surgery knee. Trins artwork

Blah Blah Blah

We have just been hanging out this summer. Nothing big. John still has school. I still stay at home with the terror child. But I love it. I have been doing some much needed editing and some photo shoots. Our new neighbors have two little boys. A 5 yr old and a 3 yr old I think. Lol. She watches T some times and I watch her boys while she gets some work done. They all have fun but are still getting used to the whole "sharing" thing. Tristan doesn't really know yet cuz he hasn't really had to share much. And they dont like to cuz hes a "baby" and babies are ewww. Haha. They are cuties. I am glad that we have great neighbors considering some of the other people in here. Well tomorrow I go in for a knee scope. It will be my first surgery. Im excited to just get it done with and hopefully they can figure out what the crap is going on in their.

someme heroes wear capes, ours wear combat boots!!

Today was an emotional day for my family. My big brother chris boarded a plane to leave for iraq. He won't technically be there for 2 weeks. It was really hard to watch him say bye to his beautiful wife becca and there georgeous 3 week old baby girl Zoe. He has been pretty excited to be going but since Zoe arrived he has not been doing good. We are all just so happy he got to spend 3 weeks with her. Rather her be due any day and not see her. And as hard as it is she's at a good age. When daddy comes home she will be 1 and she won't know the difference. Doesn't make it any easier. we all got to spend a couple hrs with him and all of his fellow troops. It was heartbreaking watching them stand in formation then turn and board while their families looked on. We all took our turns at giving a hug and when it came my turn I gave hima big hug said be safe and I love you and then I lost it. I hate crying in public. It was just so hard. Its still kinda unreal that he's gone for a year. It was also really hard to hear little kids crying and yelling bye daddy. Ill miss you. I love you. I just wish him and his fellow troops a safe trip out and back. And safety while in iraq. They are sacrifising so much so we can have freedom. All of them gave up family time and being with their newborns while we get to chill and be with our families. Those men and women are so strong and brave. I hope this year flies by so we get him home soon!!! Please keep him and the troops in your prayers!! Ill be posting pictures tomorrow when I'm on the computer.

Pictures finally

So I deleted all the pictures and decided to just do a slide show. Much easier.