The end is close

So my "due" date is in 4 more days. Im at the anxious, nervous, restless stage and so ready to have Tristan in my arms. So is John. When Tristan does come Johnny is taking a week off of work to be home with us. The other day he text me and said "Can Tristan be here yet?" I asked why and he said "because I dont wanna be at work. I wanna be with the 2 of you :D" It brought a smile to my face and made me miss him. If I had it my way neither of us ever have to work again so we can spend every second together. Neither of us really get any sleep at night. He has been taking sleep meds so he's not too tired at work. We both just toss and turn and are too anixous. My back, tail bone, and hips are in killer pain whenever I lay down so I try to stay up as much as possible so when I do finally lay down I can just pass out.

We had an appointment yesterday and because our dr had her baby last week we had a different dr. It was kinda weird having a different dr. She was looking over my chart and was looking at my weight throughout the pregnancy and other things and just said "you are lucky. Your weight has stayed a consistant gradual increase, You have no swelling at all. Im jealous." I just smiled and said thanks. Even though it seems like its taking forever, especially these past few weeks, I am thankful that he is taking his time and is gonna be healthy. Also my mom is coming out on the 6th now so she will see him as only a week or even less old. Which I am happy about.
I just thought it was funny that I can FINALLY use my belly as a tray. Ha.

Ok so I had to share this.

Apparently our economy is so bad that they had to put these sticky notes on sale. Wow!! You save a penny!! Better get over to Macy's and buy them before they cost a dollar again:D oh man. Some people.

Well hopefully next time I make a post will be to say that Tristan has arrived.

Surprise!!!!!!!

No Tristan isn't here yet. On friday Johnny and I went to dinner at Los Hermonos. Yum. While we were driving there I called my mom cuz I hadnt talked to her that day. She asked what we were doing so I told her we were going to dinner and then had to hang up so we could order. Johnny and I are just sitting there talking and had just barely started to eat our food when all of a sudden this lady just stopped just before our booth. (ours was in the corner against the wall so there was nowhere else for her to go) So I look up at her and thought to myself "This lady looks familar.....where do I know her from......wait she looks like my mom.....HOLY CRAP!! ITS MY MOM!!!!!"
So I jump up and just grab her and start bawling. Then I noticed my little sister standing behind her. So I let go and grabbed her and just started crying harder.

We sat down so I could regain myself and try and breathe. My mom was worried that she was going to put me into labor. I asked her why she was here and how come I didnt know about it. Her and my little sister came out to come to my baby shower. She was the one person I really wanted there for it and had up until that point thought it wouldn't be possible at all. Back to dinner. I ended up only taking 2 bites of my meal cuz I just couldn't calm down enough to eat anything. So we just sat at the restaurant for a couple of hours talking and then emma came and slept at our house and my mom went and slept at Maury's house to help get stufff ready for the shower. Then on Saturday Emma and I woke up and got my mom and went and got breakfast and some last minute shower things. The shower was fun and the gifts were great but I was exausted afterwards and we all crashed that night. Thanks to all who came and thanks to Cynthia and Maury for doing the whole thing. Well monday came way too fast and that meant my mom and Emma had to go home. So I took them to the airport and dropped them off and as soon as I was off the airport property the tears started rolling. It was way too hard to have them leave so soon. But they will be back in 3 weeks. Thank you mom for coming. I love you!!!


I am now 37 weeks and so ready to be not pregnant and to have Tristan in my arms.

Pictures

Well Im now 36 weeks and so ready to be done. But he needs to stay in there untill at least Feb 11. My mom, Emma, and Josh come out that day from Cali and I want them to not only see my belly in person but I also want my mom to be here when he's born. On Sunday John and I went out to Megan's house to take some belly pictures. It was a lot of fun and freezing in her house but worth it. I already knew she was an amazing photographer but this shoot blew me outta the water. It was her first maternity shoot so we were experimenting on how exactly to do it. Thank you once again Megan. You truely are amazing!! :D Go check them out at: www.photosbymegang.blogspot.com